Feeling envious about others isn't going to change anything about yourself. What we can do is to focus to be a stronger person and a somebody that people look up to. Strive towards your goal and cut off all your distractions. Minor things in life can pull you away. Your attitude determines who you are. If you are going to spend this minute wasting your life away, do not regret in the future. Whoever you are today is all caused by your past!
Half of the year has gone. Good that you are constantly reviewing yourself but you are still very far from your ideal person. Constantly remind yourself to become a better person everyday. Have a peaceful and clear mind every morning.